Recently I have been wondering… why do I only have 3 followers? I also just realized that my cousin isn’t even following me. Wonderful. I look at all of the girls/guys that do have like 100’s &’ 100’s of followers, and they are all like drop-dead gorgeous. Hm, i have 3,000 friends in Facebook that always compliment me &’ 23,000 followers on instagram that love me. But, not here. Well, I guess Tumblr is just different. I think I’m going to take a break from Tumblr for a while. It just bothers me I guess. Lol, but I know I’m not the only one that feels like this. Okay, well I guess I’m just over reacting but I only have 3 followers &’ it sucks. Well, I’m going to get off of Tumblr for a while. Okay well, follow me on
I was never this way I was ways happy and loving the world…I don’t understand I’m hopellesly confused and I’m not sure if I’m ever still alive I mean I’m breathing and my heart is pounding but am I really here…? Anyway I’m taking questions please feel free to ask (please (:0 )
Sitting alone @ lunch watching all the skinny girls and their expensive clothing walk by wishing I could be skinny and look like that. I’m to embarresed 2 wear shorts because I’m afraid that everyone will see my ugly fatness..I’m afraid 2 eat lunch @ school because I’m afraid people will laugh at me and call me a fat ass. I’m afraid…
The voices I hear in my head…I’m not crazy I swear. It’s the whispers and secrets being told about me…stop go away. You’re killing me…I already know I am fat and ugly and don’t wear super expensive God damn clothing…but please get the voices away from my head…please.
wowzaaa!! progress reports came out today..ahh dnt we all just LOVE middle school..?! .___. actually my grades weren’t bad at all except for that D in math but actually it isn’t supposed to be a D so yeah…it is supposed to be a B+ lol pheww okayy so ima gooo..!
being up late at night damaging my hair with heat crazy tired wanting to go to bed but picturing your face in my head staying up another hour looking for an outfit trying on new clothes trying to stay as quiet as possible so u don’t awake your parents. going to school the next day looking gorgeous just for you and when he looks at you and you smile and he just turns aroundand doesn’t say anything you feel broken…</33